dreamgurl, jseal, Sharni, Lilith, Irish, Steph, osuche, rockintime, Belial, flutelady, Grumble, dicksbro, BigBear57, imaginewithme,

Thanks so much for your words of encouragement... it means a lot to me that each of you responded and reached out to me.. I hesitated doing the thread in the first place... mostly because I ABSOLUTELY hate my self pity.. but last nite.. I felt the need to express myself.. to get it out... and being here at Pixies with Friends.. seemed like the most ideal place to do so without being critisized.

Unfortunately, this event.. was only the tip of the iceberg sorta speak... alot has been going on (or not going depending on the topic) for so long... that I have fallen into a depression... one that scares the crap out of me for the most part... I know the signs... but I am taking the steps to get the help to deal with it...

I know that I will be okay... because there isn't any other option for me.. I will continue to survive.. even if this path is just covered with more of the same... I am fortunate to have wonderful friends here... and that helps..

Hugs to all of you... and thanks so much..