For those of you who remember silentsoul will probably soon realize that I used to go by that screen name. So to prevent some confusion I figured I'd introduce myself again and catch everyone up on what's been going on in my life.

First off, the "wife" is history. Our actual marriage lasted all of like 4-5 months. The seperation went fairly smooth but basically she's been a bitch about the entire thing so as of now, we are on fairly bad terms. Basically I couldn't be happier.

I have a completely new outlook on life now. I've had a lot of shitty stuff thrown at me in life, including a good bit of mental illness. Because of all that I decided to basically sit around and rot away until I died. That's all over now. I'm a spitful son of a bitch and I'm using that to better my life. No matter what life has, is, or will throw at me in life, I'm gonna make it and I'm gonna have a damn fun time doing it and it's all gonna be in spite of all the shit life throws at me.

I'm really busy now a days. I'm still on disability but I'm working on and off doing stuff for my uncle and cousin and that's always a little extra money social security doesn't need to know about. Also in my spare time, I'm building up a hot rod, a 1966 Ford Fairlane. It's pretty much a rust bucket as of now but it's just waiting to have everything put together and installed. My dad had a fairlane GT back in the day and even though the car we have is actually a 500, we're going to build it up as a clone. Or in other words, it'll be a 500 that looks identical to a GT. I'm doing all the work myself, I'm even going to rebuild the 390 big block from scratch. I can't wait to feel that big block torque, there's just nothing else like it and I've never felt anything close to that kind of torque and that's why I'm doing all this.

I'm much healthier than I was before as well. In the past 6-8 months I've lost about 30lbs. Right now I'm at about 175lbs (+/- 5) and I've very happy with that. I used to basically have tits and now they're all but gone. I was even thinking about possibly getting my nipple(s) pierced.

As far as my social situation, I want to be surrounded by people non stop. I went to visit a friend in Ohio and the college she was at was like no place I'd ever seen. Any time of the day, you could walk outside, smoke a cig and have a conversation with at least a couple people. I want that now. I made a lot of friends up there and I'm really anxious to start making friends around here but it's kinda going a little slow due to how busy I've been. I'm happily single and not at all wanting to get into a commited relationship anytime soon. I just want to go out and have fun and see what the world has to offer.

I'll be updating my profile sometime soon if anyone's interested. As for my opinion on people who don't like what I say or what I choose to do with my life, I have 5 words. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! The way I see it, if you don't like what I'm saying, don't listen.

It's good to be back amongst friends.

Welcome back!

And i wish you all the best in your new life!!

Welcome back, it's good to read that you're doing so well. Keep it up, I like your determination!

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Dear Lord, I pray for wisdom to understand my man, love to forgive him, and patience for his moods. Because Lord, if I pray for strength, I'll beat him to death. AMEN


It's no trick loving somebody at their best. Love is loving them at their worst.
~Tom Stoppard~


It isn't premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married.
~George Burns~


As bad as I am, I'm proud of the fact that I'm worse than I seem.
~A. DiFranco~

hi there!
it's nice to hear you're getting involved in things.

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Trees give peace to the souls of men * Nora Waln

The forest would be very quiet if no other birds sang than those who sing the best * Henry van Dyke

some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose

wanderingsoul,

Welcome back, sir. I hope you enjoy what you see here.

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Eudaimonia

Welcome back I'm glad to hear that things are much better for you now. It's never good to see a Pixie in distress. I'm also glad to see that, even with how busy you are, you wandered back to Pixie's.

All the health and happiness to you.

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I see your fantasy... you want to make it a reality

Are you in the mood to be subdued

You see these shackles
Baby I’m your slave
I’ll let you whip me if I misbehave

Tie me to the bedpost

I like it rough
cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Glad to see you back...I was wondering about you the other day. It seems as though your mental outlook has improved...I'm glad.

(((WS)))

LAW

yeah, what they said^^^ Welcome back!

'66 Ford, eh, that f'ing rocks! I have a '64 Ford Galaxie 500 Maroon 4 door. Sorry, but i am not sure of the engine and tranny specs for ya, i haven't been able to truely rip into it. it is in storage until i can start restoration on it.

I had 2, my first was the silver one and the maroon one sits in the grandparents barn. Have a look

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Babe I'm extreamly excited that you decided to come back... :jump: I'm so happy you're so happy...

You know you are always welcome to come back up to see me and hang out with me and my friends. I can't wait to see you again. Plus you have no idea how much I appreciate everything you do for me, you were more than helpful when it came to moving out... you did all the work for me and you have no idea what that means to me.

I am so happy you have kept up your positive attitude since you left, you have no idea how thrilled I am. I understand it is hard to meet people where you are and I don't fault you for that, I am most happy you are still trying.

Take care my dear, I will talk to you soon as always.

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~Kaelynn~

Some days life can be shitty , some days life can be outstanding ;
Sometimes you find love , sometimes you find fun ;

Just remember through all these changes you are you, special and unique...

Just a reminder to those who are like me and need it...

Thanks kaelynn, I'm glad you got a chance to write something. Kaelynn is the friend I went up to visit and I am happy and honored to say that she's my best friend and a better friend than I ever thought possible.

You know, I've always said that I was born in the wrong era. Basically if it's from the 60-70's I love it and want it. I'm a total car nut now a days, my dad's actually planning on getting a "smokey and the bandit" trans am/firebird. It's already been built up and it's drag strip ready. I don't really know the specs other than it's got a 400 big block with a 4bbl carb. My uncle, get this, he has a 1966 mustang fastback in his garage. It's been completely stripped down to bare metal. The body is in perfect condition. He has everything to put it together and all of it is in mint condition. Perfect matching numbers drivetrain. The engine has already been rebuilt I think. Everything is just sitting there, the way it has been for at least the last 20-30 years. He refuses to sell it for any price and he's just lacking the motivation to do anything with it. Can you imagine pulling that thing out and putting it together. A 66 mustang fastback in mint condition, like it had just come off the showroom floor! That is like just unbelievable.

Anyway, thanks again everybody and it's good to be back.

Nice to see you return... and happy to see that your give a damn is busted....

Be happy... that is what matters..
Hugs.

Glad to see the new and improved you! I like the attitude!!

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Life is too short not to love and be loved....preferably multiple times in one night.

I think men talk to women so they can sleep with them and women sleep with men so they can talk to them. ~ Jay McInerney

that reminded me, lol. Kaelynn is basically a country girl really. A lot of the driving she was doing was late at night when we were both tired. To keep her awake, I'd always put it on a country station.

Now originally, I grew up on country. Garth brooks and such was playing throughout my house every night almost. But then when I was first introduced to the grunge rock era, I basically never turned back since. For many a years now, I've been pretty much rock and nuthin but.

But after listening to the songs playing now a days, I've kinda gone country again. I've always preferred songs that tell some type of story and nothing does that better than country. Like okay, that song "lot of leavin left to do" or whatever. That's like my theme song now a days. I just want to get out there and see what all life has to offer. I'm a healthy, strong, intelligent, 20 year old man, there's nothing I can't do. The world is my oyster!

But yeah, I was joking with kaelynn for a good while about that. She done turned me hick again! lol Oh well, it ain't so bad. I gotta say though, "the repair blues song" by allen jackson is like by far my favorite song right now. That song is hilarious!!!

you know I have always had a thing for cowboys....


I'm Glad I converted you!!!

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~Kaelynn~

Some days life can be shitty , some days life can be outstanding ;
Sometimes you find love , sometimes you find fun ;

Just remember through all these changes you are you, special and unique...

Just a reminder to those who are like me and need it...

I knew going country would have it's benefits, lol.