Hey S,

You are digging yourself a hole here buddy. You are in a long distance relationship and you love her.

You told me about her situation and it is not ideal. So she slipped, she is young, vulnerable and human just like you. A drastic event to try to kill herself because of guilt.

Mate you should be supporting her and showing your love rather than beating yourself up. It is doing neither of you any good.

Life is always going to throw a few rough ones out of left field so it is a test of your character to get through it the best you can.

Don't let that love go buddy, hang on to it and do something to keep it.