i know that we are supposed to wait and everything but i get asked @ 20 why i am still a virgin.. my answer is generally that i still havent had a realy bf who i would want to..
but its almost like there is such an importance placed on virginity and all of that stuff.. its insane.. i dont know how many of my fiends arent any more but it is prob slim to none that i am the only virgin.. a part of me wants to remain a virgin till i get married and another part wants me to find a man and get laid..
but i was the same with drinking till this weekend and then i got drunk and didnt like it as much... damn watered down drinks.. but would it be the same as with sex?? i just dont know..its frusterating because if i was to have sex then who ever i do ti with will be getting my virginity.. and that is something that i wanna save.. isnt there a way to save virginity and all its wonders and just has raw animal sex??? just a thought..
thanks for reading.. i dont know if any of my first posts are making a degree of sense but this is how i feel//
thanks for reading..
-Eliza

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- To infinity and beyond
Eliza