*rant warning*


I dont know where to begin, or how to word it. I will try my best to state the problem though. For those who know me I am one of the rare (not so rare pixie-wise) ladies who love sex and everything to do with sex. It is an addiction I loved to take part in. No sex could be labled bad sex to me....until now.

I feel numb all over inside of me. I cant respond to the very little sex I do get. I dont feel the urge to get off or to even play with myself any more. Its like a once brillant memory that has now faded into the mist. Sex is now basically my hubby getting off and me rolling over back into my forlorn thoughts. I mean I was used to such sex before..would get ontop and get some even if wasnt very great sex. But no urge to do so now. Even my daily visits to pixies leave me sad knowing I am missing out in something I once treasured.

I try and intate sex and get things rolling but 80% of the time its ignored or "Im too tired"...So now I dont try hardly anymore. I work hard everyday raising an 18 month old lil boy, keeping a 3 bd house clean, taking care of a big puppy and making meals for my hubby and his mother (who lives with us now). At the end of the day I want to relax and snuggle and cuddle. I dont get it.. I get to relax by playing my online games or chatting. Then by 11pm or midnite my hubby asks if I am horny. Then the constant naggings of "Why dont you want me anymore" start..

I dont know what to say. I do want him! I just dont know why sex seems so far way and so distant to me now...


I need help!

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