I am so weak, I must admit it.

my heart is so weak, I am so easy to breaking down. SO weak :cry:

when something a little bit that goes wrong, then I am out of control, I can't control my tears, my tears just automatic comes down my face. I hate it, i hate it so much.

Sometimes i just cry for a very little thing that goes wrong. My man always say I am so weird, Why I waste my tears for this type of tinny thing. I said, I really don't know. I don't want to cry, but my tears just came down.

Why am I so weak? am I the weakest girl in here>?

But when a big issue goes wrong, I can hold my tear for may be 24 hours or less, after that I just sit in a corner and cry and cry until my heart feel good then i stop. for the big issue if i cry, I guess is ok, but i ussually don't cry at that moment, I cry after that. BUt for small issue I don't know why I cry immediately for no reason.

Am I weird or because I have a very strong emotional feeling toward anything in life?

so weird sometimes when i got upset of something, my tears runs down, when i get exciting of something, my tears run down, when I got any emotional thing going on, then my tears always run down.

I think being a man can be much stronger than a woman, being a woman is toooooooooo weak. I hate being a woman, i want to be a man. I think I want a Man's heart! i want to exchange heart!


Can I do that>?


saigonbe

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In other countries like Far East Asia women are still held in LOWER esteem BUT in China, it’s a different story. Chinese women are much more aggressive and outspoken and held in Higher esteem.” I love Communist that provides males and females Equality and WOMEN’S Rights in China.