OMG, I am so sick of the yes we are leaving then no we are not. Iggy just called and they are now "supposedly" free to leave all they need is a flight. There are 14 guys from his unit returning to ETS out of the army. He told me he could be home anytime after Wednesday but just in case they aren't back I need to go do stuff for him. So now I won't be able to sleep for fear of not hearing the phone ring but atleast he is coming home. He has turned in his tools, has orders in hand so all they need is a flight coming close enough to NY to jump on. My emotions are all messed up, I am scared, happy and anxious. Why am I scared? Don't know but for some reason I have fear running through my veins. I want to run away but at the same time I want to kiss him so much. Maybe I am like this because I have been through deployment returns with my ex that weren't pretty? When my ex would come home it would get NASTY at home, I was drunk for 2 weeks when he came home from Kuwait in 2000. I can't breath right now I have so many thoughts and emotions going on. Somebody hand me a shot?

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HE IS HOME!