The last two months I have been in a reallly shitty state of mind trying to get over somebody, and I just want her to be my best friend again but it's as though she doesn't want that even.. as an added kick in the teeth she is getting really flirty friendly with my closest male friend..and seems to take pleasure in telling me the details. have just been very tempted to cut myself, and I've thought about it before but I take pride in the fact no matter how bad i've felt I managed to be strong enough in term's of mind to stop before I did something I'd regret. I know I'd regret cutting myself and that I'll get over her and everything if I am honest and rational... i just don't want to. hey, yah boo..teenage angst has paid off well, now I'm bored & old.