Ok this topic is not relate to sex at all.
i am in a bad mood. I want to bring in an arguement, then i fight with him. now i even feel bad.
i hate myself. i am so selfish, so self center, so jealouse at other. I always want to be the best in a group and also want to be the number 1. But you can not win all the time, you have to loose some times. but hey, I am not the loser this time, I still win this time, but i know i need to change my character, my bad character being self center.
is just like when you know smooke is not good for your health but you still can't stop smoking? me too , i know my bad habit, i want to change but i felt again.
now what the hell am i talking about?
i am being silly again. now punish me, bit me up, hit me please
