A long-term reptilian friend of mine died yesterday. I find myself kinda creeped out by both the death itself, and my reaction to it.

See, I never met the iguana or the iguana's owner ftf, although I had many IM, chat sessions, and e-mail exchanges with the owner.

And today, I'm realizing that I'm reacting to this death pretty much they same way I reacted to a (human) friend dying back in December.

Kind of creeped me out, when I realized that meant that I really had connected to the iguana, whom I only really heard about, to the same degree that I had connected with a person I occasionally hung around with.

The whole thing has me just...ug.

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