I have never been one that handles the what if's well. Even tho I have a strong belief in everything happens for a reason... and I believe that some prayers are better left unanswered..

I guess that whenever a time machine is finally invented... the line with be DAMN long... LOL.. and since I hate long lines.. I would probably pass.


On a personal note.... yes bigmack... you are the catalyst of my nostalgia.. I knew that exposing you to me here.. would show you all that I have become.. possibly more than you could possibly ever know... maybe more than you could have imagined... maybe with a little disappointment..

no more what if's.. for those will never be.. but we have no way of knowing the future so atleast I have to look forward to whatever that is meant to be........... and like you said last night.. atleast you can brag that you were the first to see my boobs. LOL