another one of the rare occations I actually post, but I"m feeling chatty and well no one around to chat with lol

Lately I've been feeling particularly missing of my ex girlfriend, we split up about seven months ago, basically we had lost our jobs and I had saved money up and she hadn't and we basically lived off my savings for the about five months, as the money started running out things got more and more strained as I felt she wasn't pulling her weight and trying to get a job , and she felt I was more cruel to her and short tempered, (which I was with everything combined at times I did take it out on her for not taking more control of her life)

anyway eventually we got in a fight split up for like a week, went to get back together and I caught her making plans to sleep with some other guy, well i ended it right there, still she had alot of good qualities, and I can't help but look back and think to myself, if only she was ready to move outta being a teenager and actually become an adult then things would be different

Sad thing is I'd take her back if I felt she had matured over these seven months, though I know realistically I suppose thats more than I could expect, that and she's moved on already, coming up this christmas I believe she'll be back in town and i have some of her stuff to return to her so I'm wondering how it will go when I see her again

no real point to this , simply wanted to talk lol , and the night sky listens well

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You ask me if I've known love and what it's like to sing songs in the rain?
Well I've seen love come, I've seen shot down, I've it die in vain

Maybe someday I'll see you again, and you'll look me in my eyes and call me a friend.