I was having a conversation with a friend the other night when she said something to me that sort of struck me strange. We were talking about past relationships and love, when she says that her first love (who she also happened to give her virginity to) will always have a special place in her heart, that she will always love him. Now normally this would make sense to me, after all, it is a very emotional time in a woman's life (well anyone's life)...but this guy was a bastard to her. He cheated on her multiple times when they were together and left out some important aspects of her life hidden from her (such as already having a baby with another woman and he wanted nothing to do with the child).

Now I was confused, and I still am, so I thought I would put this out to the Pixie's populous (especially the ladies). What are your thoughts and memories of your first love or the person you gave yourself to? Granted, they may not be the same person, but I am just curious, is it just the emotions attached to the memories that cause them to become untainted by whatever that person did to you? Do you still have good memories, does your first love always own a piece of your heart? Do you feel that, if that is the case, can you love another just as much or even more? Yes I know, many questions, but it has really thrown me for a loop as I ponder...

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