I just don’t know what to do.

when I touch my pussy, should I spread the wet lips open first or just slide past them as I sink a finger inside? or maybe I should use two? or three? or more? should I try slow, long strokes that penetrate as deeply as my fingers are long? or fast, short thrusts that make me whimper and call myself a tease? if I place my hand just so I can press my palm against my clit and rub it in a rhythm with my drenched fingers. or maybe I should use the pad of my thumb to flick the swollen nub back and forth…fast then slow then faster than before. or perhaps only a fingertip to slowly circle and press… or two to pinch and pull and tug. should I spread my legs wide or keep them closed or bring my knees up so that the air blows cool upon my hot cunt? when I cum do you want to hear me holler it to the heavens or should I hold my screams back, thrashing my head from side to side?

and when I touch your cock… should I squeeze you or just use my fingertips along the length until you get hard? should I rub it from the base to the tip or just at the top where the pre-cum will wet the webbing between my thumb and finger? should my knuckles be white because I am holding you so tightly or should I just hold you loosely in my palm and let the rhythm and the wetness and the desperate sounds of my moans make you cum? or perhaps somewhere in-between? should I graze and rub the head of your dick with the fingers of my other hand or should I use only one hand and let the palm slide over the tip at the top of my stroke before I make my way down again? perhaps my other hand should cup your balls and hold them? massage them? squeeze them? or should I let them slap against my flattened palm as I slide it under your ass? should my finger explore you just lightly or should I lick it first so I can slide it inside you? should I make you cum for me now with naughty words and pretty begging or wait until you’re ready and you are the one begging me? and when you cum, should I let you cum in my mouth or on my breasts? my face? my stomach? or should I just watch your eyes as you bite your lip and your body goes rigid with release?

oh, god, I can’t decide