Sometimes the thoughts in my brain are big and scary.

Sometimes I just want to walk away from everything I know...just leave. No forwarding address.....disappear.

Do you guys ever have these thoughts? If so, how do you deal with the feelings of guilt for feeling that way, and anguish because you're stuck right where you are?

I feel like I have no control and that sensation almost overwhelms me many days.

Kind of a drag for a Monday thread, huh? LOL Sorry...just thought I'd pick your brains about this. (Hey! It's better than letting me pick your nose, right?)

Randy Gal I'll meet ya at the truck stop That is where I say I am going when I feel like you do.

Whenever I was younger I would watch the chat shows and I would hear these horror stories of these loving mothers who are found at truck stops with "amnesia".....sounds too fucking convenient to me So sometimes I tell my girlfriends that.....if I am having a shit day and need them to save me I will say "I'm outta here....see ya when they find me at the truck stop"

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The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
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One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

*who am I?*


*where am I?*


*how'd I get here!?*


Yeah Lilith...that COULD WORK!!!!






*all you see is a cloud of dust in my wake*

Yes but the trick about knowing you could do it, is that it keeps you from doing it.

You can't go anywhere we still have not gotten Glyndwr to do that whole plastic wrap series......GLAD.....yes I would be

PM me sister friend...tell me what all sucks

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The practice of putting women on pedestals began to die out when it was discovered that they could give orders better from there.~ Betty Grable

If I wanted your opinion, I'd remove the duct tape and ask you for it.~ Me
<~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
One man's dream is another man's nightmare~~~~> §¤ Lilith ¤§
~>My Scribbles<~
==>Gone Shopping<== ~Just a Quickie~ *~A Celebration Vacation~* ~Surprises~ Sleeping With the Window Open
What Did You Do Today? Self Defense Class ~Short Sweet Snippets~ § Summer Spin § Story Challenge Submission Pajamas

That Glad wrap thread would be tempting..........

don't know yet if it'll tempt me enough to stick around though. LOL


*HUGE friggin' sigh*

I hate these feelings....


thanks for listening to me whine my day away.



(I'm gonna go practice my blank stare now, for when they find me at the truck stop. I have to make it look real, right? Damn...that's just too funny!)

RandyGal.......hang in there............
Keep smiling.......you always bring a smile to my face.......

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~ Nikki ~

"In love there are no rules".......Bono

Sometimes when you feel that way find yourself a place that pleases you. Leave your troubles behind go to pixies and talk to friends. And pass more beer.

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I have great abs, some men have six packs I have a keg!

Oh RandyGal...

Been there... done that... at least once a week... (only 4 times a month makes it a good month)

I like what Lilith wrote... I think that everyone has those days... when disappearing without a trace has its advantages.. I know that I often wonder if starting over somewhere else... completely solo could give me what I really need... emotionally.. I think it could be possible... logically.. I know it isn't.

Hang in there..... and PM me.. anytime you wanna vent!

... everywhere you go,...there you are!


(just can't seem to get away from the problems)

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Having a bad day...lots of ugly brain worms crawling around...

Yeah, I've done that...wanna run away from home...

Having a real shitty day right now, in fact...looking down the barrel of getting my ass chewed at work tomorrow, plus truly evil thoughts of violence against a certain egomaniac musician...

& I felt so great yesterday...am I bipolar, or just reacting to the shifting winds of life?

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Plug me into somethin'

If the theory does not conform to the facts, then the facts must be discarded.

No good deed ever goes unpunished

Never argue with an idiot. He'll drag you down to his level, & beat you with experience.

I don't know if yu're bi, but we all know life blows sometimes.

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Randygirl

be nice to yourself -

Believe you are worth knowing
Believe you are worthy

Ignore guilt, doubt and shame - they cannot help

Trust that people like you

Don't blame yourself.

It's not easy I suffered depression for about 1.5 years, but I realised that some things happen and it does not mean you are not worth liking, do not require love and are not wanted - heck a whole load of people here who do not know you think that you are IMPORTANT - Don't give him you are a rare star and are unique - this world be less rich and wonderful without you.

love and fine thoughts to you

Andrew AKA Wildeye