ive not brought this up much before cuz it really aint bothered me , but well now that its happening tomorrow im kinda nervous, 2 yrs ago i found a lump and it was diagnosed as excesstissue, well in the last few months its tripled in size and has a smaller friend right below it, i know in my head its still excess tissue but u know its kida nerve racking LOL i have an ultra sound on my breast tomorrow and on thursday i have a consult w the surgeon to find out wha tit is all about, ill also ask at that time to have it totally removed because no matter what it is it fucking hurts!!!! to the point i cant wear a bra sooooooooooooooooooooooooo keep ur fingers crossed for me and pray its just excess annoying tissue pushing on a nerve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am really sure thats what it is but i need some good vibes

~nikki

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I am sending thoughts of peace and well being...I know you must be scared but knowledge is power and having it removed is always the safest recourse.

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((((Nikki)))) ~ sending loads of good vibes.

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I think men talk to women so they can sleep with them and women sleep with men so they can talk to them. ~ Jay McInerney

had a very similar problem happen w/ my mom a little while ago. Positive vibes are being sent your way hun.

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Kristin

I will be thinking of you sweetie <hugs>

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Like a favorite pair of torn blue jeans, this skin I'm in it's alright with me; it's not old -- just older.....Bon Jovi

thoughts and prayers are with you nikki!

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Don’t let the hardship of the past, take away from the joy of the present

Sending thoughts and prayers your way.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.

I hope that when you say you're thinking about having it "totally" removed, you're talking aobut the lump(s), and not the breast.

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nikki1979,

Hang in there! Good luck!

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Many prayers and blessings are being sent your way and alot of hugs. Know that everything is taken care of already and you are on your way to healing and beating this thing.

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Our prayers go out to you, also, nikki. God bless and take care. We'll be thinking of you for sure.

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Nikki, my thoughts and prayers echo among the rest Hon... HUGS

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((((((nikki)))))) we'll be thinking about you. can't you feel the good vibes and wishes? don't you dare forget to tell us know how it goes.

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The forest would be very quiet if no other birds sang than those who sing the best * Henry van Dyke

some fairly sordid tales, rambles, and anecdotes
Hypothetically Speaking * Something More * Cammy Interrupted * An Experimental Vacation * Masked * so..damn..hot * Thank You * My toy, his idea * no.19 Maple Lane * I Have A Surprise For You * Yesterday * In a Quiet Kitchen * help me decide * untitled prose * more untitled prose

comfort and peace for you nikki... good for you for being in tune with your body... smart woman! (((nikki)))