As everyone here knows.. I am SINGLE.. divorced... and have been completely celebate for the past 2 years (26 months)...

During that time.. I have become rather proficient at using my toys. Altho I have had vibs, the toy of my choice is my bullet No doubt several of you have read my rave reviews of this item (I still claim that whoever created it should recieve sainthood).

I enjoy masturbation just as much as anyone else, and being alone it is the only form of stimulation that I can rely on. I masturbate atleast every other day (sometimes more than once a day depending on my mood).

I have concerns tho. I am worried, that my proficiency with my bullet will result in a difficulty in achieving an orgasm without it. I have found that when I choose not to use the bullet, the result isn't nearly as good.. and I worry that this will be the case with a partner.

Yes, I do believe that using toys within a relationship is good.. but what about when it is a MUST. Is that possible? that my own enjoyment with this bullet could result in difficulty later?

Very interested in everyones take on this. Am I crazy or what???