Am I retarded?

I have no idea what the heck you're talking about!

She wants you to fix whatever she gets mad at you about. You want a day to yourself but you think she tells her friends, who sound like her, to call you and when you tell her she hollers at you. I'm lost.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.