Hey guys thanks very much for the replys. It was really nice to hear from you all. I didnt think maybe some of u would still be around. Me and Pudsey are being mates at the min which some days is harder than others. I still live here with him at the min but will be moving out soon. Ive had a few people say to me my mum included why didnt u know u where gay before u got married etc but i honestly didnt know at all id had no feelings for other weomen at all before. And as in feelings i mean stronger feelings than just feeling really connected with other women i mean more sexual feelings. So im certainly gay lol And im feeling totally great about it aswell i dont care who knows or what they think for the first time in my life i feel like the real me. Can someone say hiya to Casper for me next time hes bout.