Thank you guys so much for all of your words, it really helps.

Lonely Army Wife- I understand what you are saying about retaining fluids... the last couple days she has been doing the same and she doesn't remember me at all. I think she knows my mom, or at least she knows that it is the same lady that comes everyday at least twice. I don't know for sure. Why does retaining fluids hurt your mind???

As for when people let go, I agree they wait to make sure certain things are ok before they go. My cousin is getting married in October, and my sister in June. I have to wonder if this is why she is hanging on. Her grandkids are her life. She use to sing this song to the Channel 7 news song intro thingy, it was hilarious, she always made up songs and had so much fun.

She always wanted to see me get a boyfriend... engaged... and married... She was/is the only person in my family that thinks it will happen actually, and she never forgot to ask about my relationships with boys. Don't get me wrong it was annoying to have her grab my hand and look for a ring, but it was also endearing. She would always say, "Don't worry he'll come along... Just you wait... You'll see" I always told her it diddn't matter and that was my last concern, I was usually pretty rude about doing this, which I kind of regret. I have yet to ever bring a boy for her to meet, not that it's a big deal, it's just something that crosses my mind. I wonder how disappointed she is.

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~Kaelynn~

Some days life can be shitty , some days life can be outstanding ;
Sometimes you find love , sometimes you find fun ;

Just remember through all these changes you are you, special and unique...

Just a reminder to those who are like me and need it...