... it was new year's eve. my boyfriend and i went over to our friend sara's house. her parents were out of town. sara was dating my boyfriend's stepbrother, so it was just the four of us. we got completely trashed and watched the ball drop. whenever the four of us get trashed together, we always seem to find ways to take our clothes off. that night, sara kept telling our boyfriend's that she and i were going to ring in the new year together. i don't even remember deciding that i wanted to, it just happened! we undressed each other, right on her living room floor. our boyfriends were naked too, just watching us. "has a girl ever sucked on your tits before?" she asked, and i said not. she sucked on my breasts, and then went down on me. our boyfriends almost had heart attacks! i was anxious to return the favor. "if you could just ... swing around ... " i said. my boyfriend's jaw dropped as sara swung around and sat on my face while she went down on me at the same time. we didn't come, but it was still an experience. afterward, i regretted it - i felt like i'd cheated on my boyfriend, and i was a little hurt that he just let me do it, knowing how trashed i was. then i was embarrassed in front of both sara and james. i'm pretty much over it now, but i'd probably take it back now. while it was a pretty hot experience, the situation just wasn't right.

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