just get in therapy man....there are tons of low-cost or no-cost clinics and counseling centers out there. Med's alone will not work for you, they will balance you out a little better, but they won't do it all.

My point is, there is no quick fix....even therapy could take years. It is very common for me to see patients I have taken over who have had several years of previous therapy, especially when the symptomology of the clients pathology includes a dysfunctional social dimension.

Fact is you are depressed, and that needs to go first before you can get enough energy to deal with your other circumstances.

You are seeing the world through some bad goggles, take my advice and then you might be able to take those goggles off. I know how hard it is and you have my empathy.

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