
04-07-2005, 05:39 AM
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Join Date: Nov 2001
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This past year I've had to cope with an immense loss, and it has changed me profoundly. I can honestly say I am not the person I was last June. I'm not sure if its good or bad or if it even matters, it's who I am now. I have also gotten sooooo close to finally achieving the most desired goal in my life. The fact that I am {--} this close to making my dreams a reality is both thrilling and scary. Learning how to feel both emotions at the same time, and do so gracefully, is something I am striving to accomplish. It's been a challenging 9 months. I've loved, and lost, I much prefer the loving part 
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