Online relations are a trip...It's hard to know where they're going, so it's best to try not to get yourself too wrapped up, no matter what you might feel for the other person...I have a situation that in a lot of ways is similar to yours.
The truth is, you don't know if that girl is telling you the truth or not. The internet is a playground for some people, and it's best to guard your emotions if you can.
It's so easy to get attached to someone online, and just as easy to lose them.....It's an emotional roller coaster that I'm just about sick of riding, myself.
There's no way to make yourself stop crawling the walls except to get off the computer and go do something else, preferably away from home and internet. Get out and be with other people.
She may not even want a relationship at the moment!!!!
On the flipside, it may turn out fine if you just give it more time and go along with her. Just be careful with your heart
