hi redhead,

i don't think it's weird, not at all, but i do think it's *totally* possible you're afraid you're not gay. some people feel afraid they *are* gay, i'm sure, so why shouldn't you be allowed to feel this way, too. especially about anything that may change who you are. and i don't mean who you are for other people, i mean who you are as yourself. you've lived your life a certain way for (i don't know) how long and now you feel that may change. it's enough to make anyone afraid. ((hgs))

it doesn't sound like your bf is pressuring you, (is he?) so chew on it for a while. maybe you'll realize that bieng gay or straight is irrelevant, it's whether or not you can ...like lil said...seperate the title from the person.

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