I never thought I would find myself debating so much about this. It's like a constant battle. Perhaps I should tell you what battle that is huh? lol. Is it normal for me to have such strong sexual urges/desires towards a guy I have only been with in person 3 times? I met him online a little over a month ago. Since then, we talk every night and are going to meet again today. He seems to be everything I could have ever hoped for. He's not pressuring me for anything, says that he doesn't want to do anything that would make me feel even remotely uncomfortable. My imagination is totally happy with thinking about doing all these things but I keep myself from doing them physically. The whole "sex" thing was avoided in my family so I have learned that it is bad and should never be discussed or attempted. So, as you can imagine, I'm confused as to why I have such strong urges but can't express them. Granted, I'm not in a hurry to cash in my v-card.....I know that I have to wait until I feel the time is right. In the meantime, can anyone give me some pointers on how to deal with the raging hormones?

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