Last sexual encounter - She laid on her back with one leg over me while I laid on my side performing oral on her as she used her hand on me.

Last intercourse - She laid on her side. I was on my knees straddling one leg and holding the other.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.