Ranger, a philosopher once said "that which does not kill us, makes us stronger" (Niechze - sp?). I have to agree with WI and say that sooner or later it will get easier to tell her goodbye. One thing you have to do is to make the determined effort to let her go. I know it is hard to do, but it is part of the healing process. As to the aspect of the time you spent with her, Im sure that parts were fun! remember the fun feeling, not her, but the fun feelings! I hope my 2 cents worth helps a little!

Good Luck to you! If you ever need a shoulder, let me know!