Ok Pixies... I need all of you... those of you who have talked to me know I am a very easy going person. Recently I have had some friends in my "real" life make some comments that have really hurt my feelings. I am a very sexual person and I love sex and everything about it. What I can't stand are girls that feel they are "better" than me because they are virgins.

This is what I don't understand... Why do women who enjoy sex get pegged as whores by other women, and to men the girl who is ok to fuck, but not take home to mother?

I am a very real person I try to be myself and act the same around everyone I know. I mean of course I am more respectful to adults and kick back and chill with my friends, but my ideals do not change, I am the same person. If someone asks me about my personal life I do not lie, I am not ashamed of who I am. I just can't stand that someone will sit and judge me, pretend to know my motives and then tell me how I am going to end up by myself.

I might be over reacting to their comments as this has been a stressful time for me and I haven't gotten much sleep with work, but right now I am feeling very sad and alone. I honestly don't think I should have to change or lie about who I am to avoid others who judge me. I really shouldn't care about how they feel or what they think of me... but I can't help it, it's who I am.

Thanks for listening... I feel a bit better already...

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~Kaelynn~

Some days life can be shitty , some days life can be outstanding ;
Sometimes you find love , sometimes you find fun ;

Just remember through all these changes you are you, special and unique...

Just a reminder to those who are like me and need it...