Thanks so much all of you for your responses.. and your encouragement...

I knew that posting my situation here would result in those I care about most being truly happy for me.. tho I am also equally sure that there are those that are worrying too... for both I am grateful!!

Yesterday evening... T called me... I honestly wasn't expecting to hear from him... but was glad that I did... I do hope to see him again... I am not dillusional enough for expectations... but I do think he would be a wonderful distraction and who knows... LOL... I might learn a thing or two...

I also spoke with my best friend last night.. she is out of town.. and missed the entire event... and she took the news better than I had feared.. tho I think she is still in shock... LOL....

Hugs to all of you... and my deepest appreciation..........

Kisses..
Jenna