I didn't enjoy sex until I was around 19. The two experiences I'd had prior to meeting Mrs. WI were technically sex but not sexual at all to me. I'd always been interested in sex, and from the looks of things in movies and print...I knew I'd like it, but it wasn't until I found someone I loved that I really discovered just how much. But then again, I was 19, and having sex with someone that cared about me...not really an awakening.

I consider myself to be an open-minded lover that is interested in trying it all, but care about my partner's hesitance not to push too hard. The advice forum I was a part of for three years prior to Pixies helped me to draw parallels between other people's sex lives and my own that put my thoughts and desires into perspective. Pixies, however, woke me up. The people that comprise our online family showed me that it's ok to be me. I'm sure they're regretting it by now, but it's too late...the cat's out of the bag.

I am comfortable taking pictures. I feel able to speak freely about my wants and needs, both online and with Mrs. WI. And I understand that just because things I'm interested in trying aren't part of mainstream sexual desires, doesn't mean they're weird.

Thank you all for bringing some clarity to my dirty little mind. ha ha

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.