Grumble sweetheart... I'm so sorry for all the bullshit and uncertainty in your life right now. I can only imagine how you must be feeling. I know that when I'm hurting badly, I strike out at anything and everything, meaning no harm, just trying somehow to feel better and make the pain lessen.

Please don't blame Lilith/Pixies for what's happening. I know they meant no harm to you, but are trying to uphold the rules and protect each of us and our privacy. Your lady has not been out of touch because Lilith pulled the thread, I feel that deep in my heart.

I hope you will do what you need to do to help you through this time. I also hope you will remember that there are many people here (Lilith very much among them) who care about you and who want very badly to help ease your pain... in whatever way we can.

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Dear Lord, I pray for wisdom to understand my man, love to forgive him, and patience for his moods. Because Lord, if I pray for strength, I'll beat him to death. AMEN


It's no trick loving somebody at their best. Love is loving them at their worst.
~Tom Stoppard~


It isn't premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married.
~George Burns~


As bad as I am, I'm proud of the fact that I'm worse than I seem.
~A. DiFranco~