Thank you for the honest imput everyone - it really is important to me. sometimes I feel like society makes up my mind more than I do.

WW-- i feel fer ya. i used to be more "voluptuous", but then i started working out hardcore and got more muscular. sometimes i wish i had more up there again, but then i think , well at least i got some killer legs! and it's not about being vain, it's about being confident (....or at least trying....)

sweetcorn--- how true!! good point

scotz--- you sly devil. i just might have to take you up on that now

Irish-- i'm just laughin my ass off hun

thanks everyone, really helps to get a third-person point of view sometimes

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