I am a bit down at the moment due to being up in the air about what my future now holds or rather what it doesn't.

Last heard from my curvy on 20th August and despite all attempts to contact her, they have come to zero.

Got to the stage where I am starting to come apart a bit.

There wasn't any problems between us that I know of, she just left her home in a rush through her mothers illness.

So if I seem a bit out of sorts at times, it is because I am.