Without going into great detail I have been there on several occasions and I can only say find any good in life and celebrate it your health your loved ones anything that can make you realize how lucky you are I often say my grandmother is my strength
Widowed in 1929 at the start of the depression with 5 children and no education she was told to put the 4 up for adoption and the one with ceberal palsey in an institution she went back to school raised all five sent four thru college and took care of the one with cp till the day she died at 78 >Tommorow the sun will shine brighter