^^^pokes her head into the room

uh...eh hem...i'm not a long time member but i hope i will be someday. does that qualify me to say something nice about pixies?

i, like alot of others, found pixies through the stories (in a round about way) and was truly amazed at the community that i found here. i know i've said this before but i had no idea places like this existed on the net. i thought that puters were for googling, writing and the occational perving. i had no idea there were little neighborhoods out there just waiting for me to move in and set up house. and the best part of this perverted little neighborhood... it *isn't* all about sex. i don't know anyone "personally" and i don't know if i ever will but i think, i hope, i can call some of you friends. you've listen to me, advised me, joked with me and taught me and i feel...grateful...connected in some way... and that can't be anything but good. and sharing this with the one person in my life i should have never have kept this from in the first place has opened up a whole new world for me. i would have said, if asked, that my sexual relationship with bigbad was great...better than great. but now i can see that although we were more open than some with each other in regards to our sex life, we were holding things back for fear of censure or ridicule. and the things we have dicovered about each other in the past months have sent me to the moon. i still feel reticent about a few things, posting a pic is one, feeling shy about watching porn together is another, but i am getting better with it. and this openess has translated itself into other aspects of our marraige. i have pixies to thank for that.