Where are all the nice single ladies that could aspire such feelings in my heart? A hurrican, catagory 5, hitting is more common occurance then love in my life--oh well.

But once--some 3 years ago, Cupid took careful aim and nailed me good. Somehow I noticed a lady and in one instant I saw all the spendour and beauty that was hers. A witty personality, and intellect that was more then a match for my own. For 1 year it was being in in a better place then Heaven, for nothing there could equal the bliss of that year.

Well--sadly, she had an ex, the father of her 2 girls, and for their sake she gave him another chance. Honorable I bowed out devastated. Nothing even that wonderful could ever get me to be selfish.

No surprise when a year ago that it failed, their attempt to make things workout. I came agross Amy a few months ago and more that she hinted that we should give it another go. Strangley the feelings are still there--but I fear never could we ever go back to what it was. And I dare not trust my heart again to her.