((((((((((((catch22))))))))))))


Nothing in the past can compare to how I feel right now. I've fallen head over heels. It's like I have known him all my life, yet really don't know much of him yet. He can put a smile on my face in an instant just by signing online or because he occupies most of my waking thoughts. If it was not for work being a distraction I would have butterfly's in my tummy all day. I've never clicked with a man like I have with him. I can't think of all the words I want to describe how I feel. I just want to put my arms around him, embrace him and never let go. I want to fullfill he needs, wants and desires. I would love to grow old with him. Sometimes, even though I've been told it isn't, I still feel it's a dream and when I wake up, he will be gone. My heart has been hidden for so long I did'nt think it would ever know love. This feeling took me by storm and I hope we can ride it out together.