It's all part of the process, Hon. I remember it well. Your brain is trying to twist everything to make your pain make sense. Don't believe it. You may not be able to replace the bad with good, positive messages yet. But at least accept that your poor, ill brain is making things much worse than they really are just now.

Life will make sense again when the clouds clear, for now just trust the people telling you they care.

Hang in there! We're all pulling for you.