Larry,
I must admit your brazen confession hit me very hard as well. Many of the members here were going through a personal hell trying to deal with the aftermath of the unresolved feelings Skipthisone's suicide wrought only to have to profess your consideration of it s an option in dealing with your personal issues. I walked a thin line between wanting to hug you and slap the living shit out of you. I want you to be well, if it is so intense that you need treatment to deal with your issues then I wish you to get it and be successful! We want to help you shoulder your burdens but many of us are also trying to heal a very fresh wound. So as we give you support, we also must require it from you. That's what being part of a community is about, When you are weak, I'll be strong, and when I'm weak, (it will piss me right off but) I will need to depend on someone else. I am glad you are beginning to get to a point in your pain where you realize that your pain affects more than just you. That's progress!!!!!

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