Yeah you can be really critical on yourself thats for sure, I know myself as I started as my new job just recently, although I've only been there three weeks my results were within the top of my division, as in being in the top three scoreing people right up there with people who had been there for nearly a year and I was already equaling there level, but now I find if I even have a slow night and do anything below the best I get real down on myself

although I"m doing great in everyone elses eyes , I know myself I"m capable of keeping up with the best people there and when I screw up I take it out hardest on myself, all the compliments I"m getting from coworkers and the higher ups don't really help cuz I know I have more potential than i'm taping into

lol for one of the first times I've become concerned with showing my abilities to others rather than just being fine with quietly accepting my own limits and knowing how far I can go, now when I fall short I take the hardest hit from myself,

I guess the point is that, hey your not alone , everyone hits there limits sometime and realizes they could do better if they did things different , the main thing is to turn the results into something that you can actually use, to learn from the mistakes and use it to bounce back, but hey, easier said then done eh?

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