Jenna, you've had a huge disappointment. I know how that can make all the rest of the shit in your life feel absolutely overwhelming. I understand how you can throw up your hands and say "why bother, I'm done trying".

I also know that, in my own life, when I've been able to relax and stop trying so hard, that's when the best things have eventually found me. It's when I wasn't looking so hard, that I found.

You've got lots of friends and supporters here, caring for you and wishing you the best. Knowing that you are worthy and deserving. I am among those folks. Hang in there, you are NOT alone.

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Dear Lord, I pray for wisdom to understand my man, love to forgive him, and patience for his moods. Because Lord, if I pray for strength, I'll beat him to death. AMEN


It's no trick loving somebody at their best. Love is loving them at their worst.
~Tom Stoppard~


It isn't premarital sex if you have no intention of getting married.
~George Burns~


As bad as I am, I'm proud of the fact that I'm worse than I seem.
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