Life is full of changes. It is what makes it life. Imagine a life where everything stayed the same forever. Imagine how stagnant and boring that would be. I also think somethimes we need to shake things up a bit. Just to remember or find out who and what we are. It sounds to me like you are struggling right now and for that I am sorry and wish you strength and courage. But I also think that all these things happen for a reason, and we are never given more than we can handle. The discovery and questioning will lead you to a better understanding of yourself, whatever the outcome. I am also remined of the Chinese symbol for crisis, which is very similar to their symbol for opportunity! That has helped me enormously at times of turmoil in my life. It can feel overwhelming and difficult but what comes out the otherside almost always makes it all worth it! ((((hugs))))

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Never say never, but if you do it's okay to change your mind~me, I think