Ranger1930---I'm not calling anyone an asshole!I have been married,to the same woman,for 39yrs.In your situation,I would
be devastated.I am 60yrs old now.Among other things,I have been,a guard,been in combat,been an "enforcer"for two motorcycle gangs(different States)& I have found, with age,that
everything cannot be solved thru violence,because things aren't
going right for you.Thru experience,you will find,that MOST situations,can be defused by a little humor or calling one's bluff.
Unfortunately,you don't realise these things,until you get older.
All I'm saying is-Engage brain,before activating mouth!Just remember that suicide is a permanent solution,for a temporary
problem! Irish

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Irish---Better to be dead & cool,then alive & uncool!
(Harley Davidson & the Marlboro Man)