I would go back to the time where I sat there in the sauna with a girl I had the hugest crush on...and NOT be too shy to talk to her. She knew I was the only one in there, knew I had a crush on her, and came in. And I froze.

I wouldn't want to go back just for the chance to have sex or something, but I think it would've been a life changing experience to break out of my shell at that point, instead of waiting for the internet to develop so that I could post nekid pics. ha ha

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.