okay, this is odd. I'm sorry for even bringing it up.......


When I was 4 or 5 I remember clearly thinking "I want my father to rape me so I have a reason to never have sex..." no actual memories of an act..... everyone I've known, dated, or brought home has always felt VERY uncomfortable around my dad. my current love, she said that he made her uncomfortable in a quasi sexual/molester way..... that he just acted and reacted the way her least favourite uncle (who did unspeakable things to her) did.

so am I nuts or d'ya thinks theres somethin there?


tho I do know that I saw his penis when I was 6, it wasn't sexual he just stepped to turn out the light in their room, I was down the hall in mine...


Kyttn

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