Thanx everyone. Lixy, that really put a smile on my face. I think I just assume that things won't work out because I've never been very happy in life so negativity is what I'm used to. I'm in a very depressed place in life now which doesn't help matters any. My life hasn't gone anywhere in the 4 years I've been out of HS. I have no ne to talk to about my problems so they get bottled up inside. Sorry,I don't mean to sound like a crybaby.