punkgrrl18,

First off, let me say that I have *never* known a man to prefer a porno to the warm and willing woman sitting next to him. I find it hard to believe that your man wouldn't finish the show, then be perfectly happy to end up in your arms.

Have confidence in your self! This guy is obviously "into" you ~ doubting the sincerity of his feelings will only make you LESS attractive to him. Everyone prefers to be around people who are confident in their sexuality!

Talk to your friends, and use them as a sounding board. I thik you need to get over your insecurities, and I am sure you can do it. You're a strong and sexy girl with a bright future ahead of you!

Good luck! (((hugs)))

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