Not much more to add here (((((((silentsoul)))))))....except to say that I'm glad you've found the cathartic method of putting it all down in Pixes!

Two of my family members had some of your combined symptons....and I must say that just from reading your posts, I can tell that you are handling your life in a much better manner than my family members ever did!

I wish you health and happiness hun!

Oh....one more thing....and maybe it just applies to certain people. I occasionally smoke pot still and I have smoked since I was 12 y/o.......and I don't want to add to your paranoia but I've found that as I get older I tend to get a bit paranoid when I smoke in any place other than the safety of my own home......and even here at times I get a bit weirded out. It's frustrating as I used to enjoy the calm I'd get from the bud....and now things are different for some reason. Just had to add that as a precautionary heads up.......something you might look out for.

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