Hi Silentsoul,

Another pixie who has opened up and shown what life turns out like when your formative years are full of insecurity and anxiety.

Different circumstances to mine but similar results. You know how to live with yourself most of the time but there are times when you don't

I have had the panic attacks had the shrinks medication and manufactured my own private paranioa inside that fertile and dangerous weapon called the mind.

I have a drug called Effexor that mostly agrees with me and will be on it the rest of my life.

I also have been put on another far more friendly and upgrading drug, its called love and for me is dispensed in a curvy container that can be viwed elsewhere on this site.

I expect that this drug will be taken for the rest of my life also. Indications are that it will.

I am on your side buddy, I understand having been there so don't be afraid to PM if you want someone to chat with.

Take care

Ian